Can’t stop
August 3, 2009Can’t stop thinking of what could have been. In this moment, I truly hate myself for doing that. Because there is no point. I should just get over it. But I haven’t. It has been more than one f***ing year. Yet, everything is the same. I am sorry. I don’t think my feelings have changed. I am sorry. I should be a better person…
Love Mandy
Mandy
Betty
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You are a better person. It is ok to go through things like this. At least they tell you your heart works perfectly fine. But don’t forget thet feelings, just like everything else, fade away one day. Just take a deep breath and jump to a new page of your life.
Kisses
You have to stop being so hard on yourself Mandy! It’s perfectly normal to have these feelings for a person you once loved. I think the same about C, even though he treated me like shit, I will always have the feeling of what might have been, and how it would be to kiss him, sleep with him, feel his touch again! Honey, you’ll be fine 😀 xxxxxxx
Thanks a lot. I feel better. And I am getting closer to realizing he wasn’t really worth any of my efforts.