You’re worth it!

When I was in Palestine this summer, we used to joke about how many donkeys our dowry would be worth. To my disappointment, for whatever reason, they do not have camels, only donkeys, goats and chickens. All of a sudden, the whole concept of a dowry get less glamorous. Anyway, here, it is possible to figure out what your dowry will be in goats.

Mine? I am definitely marriage material with my 10/10 goats. I tell you, there is a lucky guy with a desperate need for goats out there somewhere! (heheh…)

Love Mandy

Falling in love again

I have been wondering, what make me fall in love with one particular person and not another? When it comes to this, I think I have had a pattern for the last few years. It scares me. Every time, the boy wanted to go out with me and since I did not really have anything else to do, I guess I thought something like “why not” and just went out with him. Then, things became more serious, I fell in love with him and we became a couple. But not necessarily in that order.

I have asked myself if I fall in love only because the guy is nice with me. I told this to a friend and she pointed out that it was better to fall in love with someone who actually is nice, rather than an asshole. That would be a bit sadomaso. But honestly, I do not fall in love with someone just because he shows interest in me. At the moment, I think I am falling in love with co-worker because of many things. He has the qualities I am looking for in a man: nice, we can talk about anything, funny, has a great smile, is handsome, intelligent, mature (this one is quite important), has no issues and he is all over a happy guy. Yesterday he came to the restaurant where I work. My boss (his father) was out and I had the responsibility for all of it. Anyway, we folded napkins and talked. Nothing else, but we are planing to go to the movies again and I help him in his French class at the University (oh… so romantic). I have experienced that working together and helping someone at school actually is a great way to get close to another person.

Love Mandy

Drunkposting

I’m drunk. I have just finished two bottles of wine with my sister and my friend who is living with me. It is quite fun to have a girls night. Anyway, it is just to say that I think that I am over Boy. I haven’t even wanted to drunk dial him once. And I think that is quote an achievement coz mmaaan, I am drunk… heheheee on the other hand, I want to call my co-worker coz he is nice. And the fact that he is smart kind of turns me on 🙂 I am surprised that I managed to make the links to “co-worker” and “boy”, I am almost proud

Btw, Betty is in the USA at the moment… I miss you! Wish you were here! And being drunk makes me want to make out with u.

Loooove Mandy

This is just a phase that I am going through

This is what I have been telling myself the last few days. The “date” was great. Nothing happened. At least, nothing that would indicate something interesting. The movie was good (The Third Man) and afterwards, we went to have a coffee (or in my case, a tee) and we talked for two hours. I know that I react really girly and maybe make way too big of a deal about this. On the other hand, I like this feeling. This time, I would like to be rational about this. Yet, it might be hard…

Ok, rationally, what am I feeling? Right now, just thinking about his smile, is making me kind of happy. He has a great smile. And really beautiful eyes. I think about him. A lot! I catch myself at the library while I am supposed to study, just dreaming of him with very little clothes on. But every time I am with him, I cannot help acting like a complete idiot, talking way too much and way overenthusiastic about law, school, work or whatever is happening in the world. We are sort of going out on Tuesday this week. As a good bye, I hope I can get a little more that the high-five I got as we parted. Yeah… seriously… think back, I see that maybe he is not that into me… seriously…

Love Mandy

Making a go for it!

Well then, I haven’t gotten something in almost two weeks, broke it off with my boyfriend, since moving to the other side of the world, and realizing, once again what I really really love, SEX. Pure and simple, I need it, I really really need it, and want it. Now, there’s a dilemma, I have no one to do it with, and I practically know one person here in this new country they call America.

I’m quite looking forward to making new friends, go out, make out, fool around, cause even though I do miss my ex-boyfriend, he is so far away, both in actual lenght and in my mind. I guess my body and mind have adjusted to the fact that we will be absent from each other at least untill Christmas, maybe untill summer again. And I guess, for my own hearts sake, it’s kinda good, then it won’t hurt and bleed so much.

So what do I do with this? I can’t do anything to myself at night as I’m currently sharing room with my mate, and later on I’m going to share a room with a girl for a long time, so I’m obviously screwed(or not screwed, baaah) for a while, SHIT!! I guess, I have to find other interests, like fantazicing, and becoming better to write posts here, like Mandy does. But what to write about? My not-existing sex-life? My obsessions about sex, and how I truly, deeply need some satisfaction… NOW…

I think I’m gonna make a go for it, find myself a boytoy for a while, try not to fall in love(since I allready am) and enjoy my time here.

Bisous Betty!

When it comes to love, we are all amateurs…

I am almost 20 years old. I have had two serious relationships and I have been on several dates in my life, but I still haven’t learned. Today, a coworker invited me to the movies tomorrow night. It is a guy I am quite fond of. He is handsome, intelligent, we talk about almost everything, I feel comfortable when I am with him and he is one of those persons who kind of spreads happiness around themselves because of their light moode in other words, quite the opposite of Boy who is depressed most of the time he is awake. We have talked a lot at work and we both study at the same place, though not the same subjects. Anyway, there are also a few obstacles… According to Bridget Jones, if you find three reasons not to be with somebody, you should break up.

First of all, he is my boss’ son so if we break up or get mad at each other, our work situation might become awkward. The worst case scenario is that I can lose my job, which would really suck since I like it very much.

Second, he is Muslim, and he therefore have quite strict restrictions when it comes to dating. Moreover, I KNOW his parents. His father is my boss so just imagine how AWKWARD it would be if he caught us making out!

Finally, I had decided that I would stop dating for a while since I am sick of relationships which do not work out.

Well… the last one is not really his fault so I do not know if that counts. On the other hand, I do not know if it really is a date. I mean, we had talked about the movie this summer and it might be just an invitation as friends, right? Does going out with a guy to catch a movie automatically qualifies as a date? I am a big girl so this should not be so difficult, yet, I am confused… I like him a lot, I really do, so one part of me would like it to be a date, but the other part sees all the obstacles, so I guess he must see it too…

The naked truth (part 2)

Joe is just keep posting these and as I have no better things to write, I follow up with a second part.

What do you secretly want to do to/with your partner that you haven’t yet broached with him/her? I want him to be the alfa male and slightly dominate me. This involves dirty talk, but how to bring it up? “Honey? I would like you to lightly dominate me and treat me as the bad girl I am.” Jeez… I have to work on that.

What’s the most degrading thing you would have done to you?  Um… slapping? Light domination?

What position that you’ve seen, read about, heard about, etc., would you most like to try? Sex up against the wall, face to face.

What’s your favorite type of pornography (not medium, but content)?  Um… I am not really fan of porn, but if I have to choose, something realistic.

Ever been to a:  Strip Club, Sex Club or Sex Party?  Do you want to?   Yes, no and no. That really depends, but in the right circumstances, why not?

Moaner, Talker, Potty Mouth?  All three, it depends on the situation.

Favorite Part of Your Own Body? My mouth.

Favorite part of your body to play with? Play? Nipples I guess. Or if you mean masturbating, it must be my clitoris, obviously.

Celebrity you’d most want to bang? Milo Ventimiglia, but he is even too attractive to have sex with.