Say hello to my little friend

Have you noticed that when people talk about sex, it’s always great. Always. And you feel like a complete idiot because you know that it doesn’t always work that way? Does this sound familiar? You are not alone.

I am going to admit something I have never told a soul. Until yesterday. I have never had a clitoral orgasm with a boy. In fact, the only way I have experienced one is with the though of my little friend. This is not something you want to brag about. And as a woman, I would never say it to my mate. This doesn’t mean I am faking it. When he goes down on me, I love it. It feels really good and I wouldn’t change it for anything. Yet, I do not climax. I have never told anybody because I am afraid of hurting his feelings. I can only imagine how I would reacted if I discovered that I couldn’t make my partner climax. That would be a serious damage to my self confidence. Also, I haven’t told anybody because secretly I do not want to be that vulnerable in front of somebody else. Anyway, I have a lot of small reasons I tell myself to make it sound better. Of course, I have no excuse.

Yesterday, F and I lay in his bed and he asked me about how things work with me. I hesitated, then I told him that I have never reached orgasm without an electric toy. It was pretty embarrassing for me to say it. And obviously, he did not like to hear it. He was glad that I told him, but his first reaction was (obviously) that his manly self esteem was hurt.

We talked it through. He had some trouble performing in the evening. We re-talked it over. I want him to be a part of it. He think he is ready. We did it again this morning. It was tender and quite nice. I really have the best boyfriend ever.

Love Mandy

Iris

I haven’t posted in a while. The reason is partly because of my up coming exams, but also because I have got myself a new toy. For those who has followed this blog a while, you know that I live away from my boyfriend and that we don’t really see each other that often. Females also are sexual creatures and I hope this does’t come as a surprise, girls do it too. Even though we don’t really talk about it. Anyway, I have tested a pleasure object named Iris from the Swedish producer LELO. LELO make exclusive and quite expensive sex toys, but you really get what you are paying for. It doesn’t make a lot of noise and it has five different levels of vibration with another five different programs. I have no better description than to say it is great. Having an orgasm is so easy and I have had some of the strongest ones in my life. We are talking seeing stars, the whole body turns into gelly, the neighbours leave post-it notes where they ask if I can keep it low. The last one is a joke 😛 but you get the point.

 

Love Mandy

 

 

Ps. For more information about my new friend : www.lelo.com