I’m such a bitch..

No really… I am SUCH a bitch! I am playing two boys at the same time. God damn me.. I mean, come on, shouldn’t I just grow up and make up my mind? See, I did.. I made up my mind, I made a decision, sucked up to it, and then I got drunk with the one I intended to dump. And he just keeps charming me. So now, I think I wanna give him a second chance, or wait, a chance at all. Try to get to know him, try to see if there is anything there.. Before I make my decision..

Now that makes me a bitch.. I just freakin’ make up my mind, it just isn’t fair towards them that I can’t make up my mind. I should probably dump them both to punish myself…